Destruction and relocation

Hi, to all those who still follow this blog, I'm closing it down and creating a new one under my gmail account SeanSonOfThom@gmail.com. follow it allong, shouldn't be to hard to find. hava good one.

Swallow the bitter sweet pill

FORMAL!!!!!

Yes yes, I's Going to lacci's formal WOOT!!!, i's gots the suit and on the look out for merlocks. heres fotos!!!

i like it hope you to do to.

Withdrawal...

I saw luluise yesterday. so yeh the pain is unbearable. i went to see KORN my favourite band the other day with finn and imo, it went off. my PC is still being fixed after, being busted for ages. should be good by the end of tomorrow, i passed everything last term i want to continue on passing better. at least high sounds or low HA's in everything which i know i can do. i saw luluise yesterday so using logic her and i are going well, i'll start Aikido next year, and karate, i'm making a strong comeback in so all is well.

And the feeling dies...

After another trip to brisbane, to see lacci. I still miss her but not so much that it's painful, it has some space to build up. well it's almost a week until school starts back it's flewn, but i've held two tournaments, seen lacci twice (i was aming for three, but thats her que), been to tassie, seen lex again and met finn. so life is good with my drivers licence. my best gots out to finn and his new found love. and i give this advice if some one is treating you good, and you like them, ask them out whats the worst that could happen? karates back on as is aikido, i don't think i'll take up aikido full on just yet, i'll get my brown belt in karate first. Anyway i went to brisbane and saw louise, thats a funny name... louise, mine isn't any different sean... seen, it's only when i'm serious, or miss her really badly i call her by her proper name, the rest of the time it's lacci, BG, or my girl, or darl. funny that. anywayi'm rambling but isn't that what a blog is for, but yeah. it rained that day, so when mum and i got to her house, she didn't wear the beautiful sounding dress she described. but made up for it and then some, i remember it still. she came out, wearing jeans, but not just any jeans, they fitted perfectly, figure hugging all the way down the leg, and belled out at the ankles, around lex's converse all stars gym boots, she also wore her brilliant "blue" and white striped hoody, over two tops, a white one with a yellow one over the top, both clinging to her understatedly perfect body. she sent my mind spinning " how was i so lucky?". the rain didn't spoil our day, as the morning star watched over us. and we "slept" in the park. we had fun.

It's all worth it.

mood: Cut up and highly strung

listening to: The children of the night- Lordi

craving: The one and only girl for me.



yep, four days 'till christmas, our 10 months, getting a bass, how do i know? i was there when we bought it. i'm so stressed i've almost finished my chirstmas shoping, i went to brisbane the other day, to see louise,. lex and finn came allong to. Finn is cool, Lex is lex (if you don't about that it's a gothic godess), but now i miss her more than ever. I need her, i'm addicted. anyway, i went to brisbania, it was great, i got up from the bus and i could see lex, louise and finn through the window, the site filled me with joy, we went on the train to queen st. i bought some bling, a ring with a pentagram and celtic metalwork on it (tree of life check it out) , we went to some music shops. i got two cd's for me, st. anger by metallica, and number of the beast by iron maiden. so yeah after we had lunch, mmmm kababs, that got messy (finn and his ham jokes), then finn and i went to games workshop, and talked to them about stuff conserning elder, then we went to the guitar shop and looked at guitars, and i sowed finn my new bass,and we looked at electrics. we where there for five minutes maybe and louise and lex turned up, so we wnet and i was stolen away, by my luvely girl, we went to the park and flopped. the suddenly it was 3: 45 15 minutes till we needed to be at the platform so we ran the four city blocks, and couldn't find the the others, this weant i couldn't get on my bus and got a later one and lacci and i had to wait till night to catch it so we curled up and the time flew. As soon as i got on the but i coukld feel something missing from in my arms, it was her, and it got worse, i started smelling her in every breath and i felt alone and incomplete. i miss her more and anyone could miss any thing.

catch up time

well i was going to catch up but i cant be bothered now, i went to ipswich on tuesday, lacci came to join me, lex woulda but she couldn't, so it was lacci and me, we caught a train to queens street, and walked around the mall,looking at music and random stuff. and then we had the idea of going to gardens, so we did, and we did some things that if i told u i'd have to kill u all, cos lacci'd probly kill me,but the whole day we got strainge looks, yaknow her wearing all pink and me in all black, likely contrast. yeh i love lacci i admit it, for her mind, personality and spirit, but WOW (Sorry BG, i gotta say). i caught the bus home, but it was over and hour late, but there were these twins on the but and they where charming, slightly offencing, but there kids. any who, Shout out, to LACCIBG Love u, lex, jake, aaron, bec, trip, PQ, step, sean H, laurance and alexis to.